Good Afternoon Ladies and Gentle folk! I had one of those days today that are so different than the normal routine that I managed to de-stress through stress. Last night I lay awake for two hours stressing about the Marine Corps and Drill and money and jobs and the apartment. I stressed about going to college to finally finish my degree and I stressed about doctor stuff. I was a mess! You know the feeling when you stress so much you start to doubt all if any good qualities you may have. Like, for instance, I started stressing that I was mean to my boyfriend and that I don't work hard enough at work.. For petesake!
Well this morning was a yes, no, wait, yes, wait, yes, no, no, yes, maybe, no.. definitely no morning. I ended up not having to go to the field but I still work this weekend so get some money. And through all that and then the mind numbingly meticulous work that followed I lost some of my stress... Thank goodness because I came home to NOT A SINGLE reply to my job inquires. Alas, patience is mine enemy.
Arrivederci!
ps: packing starts tomorrow night because the apartment is auditing our place for safety and cleanliness. Perfect timing losers.
Well this morning was a yes, no, wait, yes, wait, yes, no, no, yes, maybe, no.. definitely no morning. I ended up not having to go to the field but I still work this weekend so get some money. And through all that and then the mind numbingly meticulous work that followed I lost some of my stress... Thank goodness because I came home to NOT A SINGLE reply to my job inquires. Alas, patience is mine enemy.
Arrivederci!
ps: packing starts tomorrow night because the apartment is auditing our place for safety and cleanliness. Perfect timing losers.
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